Monday, August 09, 2010

Monday Mary Oliver

Here's something about nature and mindfulness (yoga word!)to ponder today, as we sit in our offices...

Yes! No! by Mary Oliver

How necessary it is to have opinions! I think the spotted trout
lilies are satisfied, standing a few inches above the earth. I
think serenity is not something you just find in the world,
like a plum tree, holding up its white petals.

The violets, along the river, are opening their blue faces, like
small dark lanterns.

The green mosses, being so many, are as good as brawny.

How important it is to walk along, not in haste but slowly,
looking at everything and calling out

Yes! No! The

swan, for all his pomp, his robes of grass and petals, wants
only to be allowed to live on the nameless pond. The catbrier
is without fault. The water thrushes, down among the sloppy
rocks, are going crazy with happiness. Imagination is better
than a sharp instrument. To pay attention, this is our endless
and proper work.

Friday, August 06, 2010

Friday Unrelated Information

1. This Carl Sagan quote gently refutes my glee yesterday about swearing ("I have to do it; it's instinct!"):
The cerebral cortex is a liberation. We need no longer be trapped in the genetically inherited patterns of lizards and baboons. We are, each of us, largely responsible for what gets put into our brains, for what, as adults, we wind up caring for and knowing about. No longer at the mercy of the reptile brain, we can change ourselves.

2. Somewhat related, if only because I learned about her in the
Cosmos series, did you know that a movie is out about the life of Hypatia? It's called Agora and its lack of a slick Flash site (or any site) makes me hopeful.

Thursday, August 05, 2010

Those ARE The Best Words, Apparently

I swear a lot. I try to keep a lid on it in public, but in private--and in my head--there's a lot of profanity. Sometimes I think that, as someone who deals with words all day, I should have a better substitute for all these curse words, something more creative and less swear-y. But it seems that's not the case:

This "How Stuff Works" article about swearing brings in the science behind swearing, saying that "many researchers believe that it helps relieve stress and blow off steam, like crying does for small children." The coolest thing, though, is what happens to our brains when we swear:
Language processing is a "higher" brain function and takes place in the cerebral cortex [while] emotion and instinct are "lower" brain functions and take place deep inside the brain...Many studies suggest that the brain processes swearing in the lower regions, along with emotion and instinct..

So they're words that aren't even processed as language, but instead tied to our basic brain functions? No wonder there aren't any satisfying substitutes. I love it when science backs me up.

Wednesday, August 04, 2010

Ginsberg It Up

I thought of this Sunday night at the grocery store.

A Supermarket in California

by Allen Ginsberg

What thoughts I have of you tonight Walt Whitman, for I walked down
the sidestreets under the trees with a headache self-conscious looking at the full moon.

In my hungry fatigue, and shopping for images, I went into the neon
fruit supermarket, dreaming of your enumerations!

What peaches and what penumbras! Whole families shopping at night! Aisles
full of husbands! Wives in the avocados, babies in the tomatoes!—and you, Garcia
Lorca, what were you doing down by the watermelons?


I saw you, Walt Whitman, childless, lonely old grubber, poking
among the meats in the refrigerator and eyeing the grocery boys.

I heard you asking questions of each: Who killed the pork chops? What price
bananas? Are you my Angel?

I wandered in and out of the brilliant stacks of cans following you, and
followed in my imagination by the store detective.

We strode down the open corridors together in our solitary fancy
tasting artichokes, possessing every frozen delicacy, and never passing the cashier.


Where are we going, Walt Whitman? The doors close in an hour. Which way
does your beard point tonight?

(I touch your book and dream of our odyssey in the supermarket and feel
absurd.)

Will we walk all night through solitary streets? The trees add shade to shade,
lights out in the houses, we'll both be lonely.

Will we stroll dreaming of the lost America of love past blue automobiles in
driveways, home to our silent cottage?

Ah, dear father, graybeard, lonely old courage-teacher, what America did you
have when Charon quit poling his ferry and you got out on a smoking bank
and stood watching the boat disappear on the black waters of Lethe?


Berkeley, 1955

Tuesday, August 03, 2010

Tuesday Project Roundup: No Such Thing As Too Much Pattern

This week's project is just a pillow cover. I had some fabric on hand that I had bought for the quilt binding (before I decided on solid blue) and enough left over from the back border to finish it off.

And there's piping. I guess I'd better plan on making a winter bathrobe soon, since I'm starting to put piping on everything.

Monday, August 02, 2010

To The Mountains

Since there are only six weeks left of summer and I hadn't been to the mountains yet, Saturday I went to Mirror Lake with the family.

I hadn't been up there for nearly twenty years, but it was pretty much how I remembered it--with about a thousand percent more people. (Whatever happened to people camping in tents? Now people bring trailers, barbecues, lawn games, lap dogs, and god knows what else.) But it was still nice to see the sights:

This is Bald Mountain. We did not climb it because we did not want to get stuck in an afternoon thunderstorm at the top.

Here's a little lake. We had walked away from the people at this point.


A gorgeous gorge (ha!). People were right behind us but I ignored them.

Friday, July 30, 2010

Friday Unrelated Information

1. Do you think it's prudent or crazy to avoid buying a house in the Avenues because I'm afraid it would slide right down the hill in an earthquake? I was thinking it was prudent, but I walked to yoga last night and thought, "I really like my neighborhood." (Do other people even think like this? Plan their life around disasters that may never happen?)

2. It's the first of August this weekend, which means it's Lughnasa, which means we have six more weeks of summer. I'd better take more walks and enjoy it.

3. Fair season will also be here before you know it. I didn't enter anything last year and when I walked around the fair I felt like I was left out. So now I'm trying to decide what sewing projects are impressive enough to enter, and if I want to try to finish that cable sweater, too.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Not A Verb

I've found a site that I want to print out and leave at everyone's desks at work: notaverb.com. It makes the case conclusively that "login" is not a verb (if you don't want to read the page, use it as two words). This makes me unreasonable happy--as does the conclusion on the "login" page:

If you take only one thing away from this page, take that one fact: "login" is not a verb. Educate others. Correct manuals, software, and web pages as you find them. Tell everyone you know that "login" is not a verb. You will make a pedant (me) happy. You will earn the respect of grammar nazis. Most importantly, you will know the truth.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Toby Says:

"Do we have to get up today?"

Baby, I wish we didn't.

(I was counting last night and realized I'd cranked out 12 voiceover scripts in three weeks. No wonder I'm not excited to go to work!)

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Tuesday Project Roundup: The Summer Of The Skirt Continues

Hey look, a pencil skirt in a bright print--bet you haven't seen anything like that before!
It's the same Burda pattern that I used on all the others, and it goes together in under two hours now. The fabric is a print from designer Heather Ross' collection inspired by fairy tales. I went with generic roses, but the Owl and the Pussycat fabric was tempting.
I have one more dress planned for summer, but lately all I can think about is fall and fall sewing--which makes me feel kind of disloyal to the season. I was secretly happy about the rain and the coolness last night. (Sorry, summer.)

Monday, July 26, 2010

Mad Men Music Monday

How great was the first episode of Mad Men season 4 last night? I loved seeing Peggy like that and the ending was fantastic, with Don and his whiskey and this song:

Friday, July 23, 2010

Friday Unrelated Information

1. Today is Raymond Chandler's birthday. Here's one of my favorite quotes, talking about Phillip Marlowe setting up a chess problem for himself:
[It was] ...a battle without armor, a war without blood, and as elaborate a waste of human intelligence as you could find anywhere outside an advertising agency.

2. With the windows open at night, I've been hearing some rustling in the front sometimes. It's not human-sized rustling, but I've wondered what creature is doing it (mice? snails? there are a lot of snails here). This morning at 4:00 it woke me (and Toby) up again and I looked out to see a mama raccoon and FOUR big babies. They seemed to be eating snails. Carry on, raccoons.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Thursday Poem

I like today's poem; it sounds like the blues. (A minor seventh is the interval between the opening two notes of "There's a Place for Us," by the way.)

Minor Seventh

by Jeffrey Bean

Foghorns, grackles, wheat fields sighing in wind. The night
hawk's ricochet. You better come on in my kitchen. Mixolydian
trumpet runs boiling up the Mississippi, turning into urban
blues and smokestacks over Gary, Indiana. Hymns. Grief.
The hiss of sprinklers in timber yards, brawl of log trucks
crawling up Mt. Hood. Chainsaws, see-saws, sneakers,
squeaking in high school gyms. Have you driven a ford lately?
Field hollers. Sorrow. Fat fathers riding their mowers' thick
Chords. Throngs of Santa Clauses all across Wisconsin ringing
bells in snow in front of Wal-Marts. Musac at Costco, Osco,
Piggly Wiggly, Winn-Dixie. Arawaks' shouting, the Santa
Maria creaking onto shore. Cell phones, car alarms, laptops,
the air raid siren's range. Achy Breaky Heart in the flamingo
light of roller rinks. The wheeze of progress. The forests of
Mississippi echoing with Me and the devil was walking side by side.
Grind of church organs, cotton gins, sledge hammers
knocking into granite. No one listening to Monk play
Crepuscule with Nellie
at The Open Door. Toyotas starting,
crows screaming, a rabbit snatched by an owl. Gimme a pigsfoot
and a bottle of beer
. Reverend Dimmesdale speaking in tongues
of flame. Michael Buffer crooning Let's get ready to rumble!
Chants at NBA games. Weeping. St Louis woman, where's your
diamond ring?

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Happy Birthday, Papa!

No, it's not my father's birthday--it's Papa Hemingway's!

Hem and his cat.

There are a lot of old interviews with him floating around the internet--one from The Paris Review has this gem:

HEMINGWAY [asked about the amount of revising he does]: It depends. I rewrote the ending to Farewell to Arms, the last page of it, thirty-nine times before I was satisfied.

INTERVIEWER : Was there some technical problem there? What was it that had stumped you?

HEMINGWAY: Getting the words right.

Amen, brother.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Tuesday Project Roundup: Vacation Wear (I Wish)

Here's that button-back top pattern from last month again. I tweaked the fit a little (lower neckline, longer sleeves, more room all over) and made it in a good cotton, and indeed I like it a lot more now.

I was going to add a collar, too, but I decided the print was enough. I also like how the plain neck makes it look like vacation wear from 1963:

Now I just need a vacation...

(Screenshot from Mad Men taken from the fabulous Tom and Lorenzo blog. If you're not reading their posts on "Mad Style," you should be.)

Monday, July 19, 2010

Hot

I don't know why the heat is bothering me so much this year--maybe because it's hotter than it ever got last year? Because it hasn't been cooling down at night? Anyway, here's something from Dandelion Wine about the heat in Greentown:

Air ran like hot spring waters nowhere, with no sound...Tar was poured licorice in the streets, red bricks were brass and gold, roof tops were paved with gold. The high-tension wires were lightning held forever, a threat above the unslept houses.

Friday, July 16, 2010

Friday Unrelated Information

1. The Writer's Almanac tells me that "It was on this day in 1951 that J.D. Salinger's first and only novel, The Catcher in the Rye," was published." His only novel that we know of, that is.

2. I don't really understand this but I love it when science seems like magic (i.e. the Large Hadron Collider, space): Quantum Entanglement Holds DNA Together, Say Physicists

3. My friend Jason linked to this "writing style analysis" page this week--you copy in some of your writing and it tells you who you write like. Except I tested the system four times and got David Foster Wallace, Chuck Palahniuk, Margaret Atwood, and Dan Brown. So I'm saying that it's not really accurate. (Because I don't write like Dan Brown! Right? RIGHT?)

Thursday, July 15, 2010

New Desk!

Internet, look! I finally have an adult-sized desk!
The saga of the desk began months ago, when I decided it was time to retire what I'd been using since I was ten. Then came the deciding what to buy, then came the deciding if I should just wait until I get a house and have something new delivered there, and then I saw a project that involved decoupaging filing cabinets, and everything clicked.

My parents had two filing cabinets in storage and my handy father offered to make a desktop (since the options from IKEA were the wrong size). So for the cost of paint, Japanese paper, and some shelving--plus a week of free labor from my dad--I have a new desk!
We (I use "we" loosely) decided to use spray adhesive instead of Mod Podge, and it worked out great. I'm glad I went with a subtle pattern, since there's already a lot of pattern in the room.

And LOOK--there are no visible cords. My dad rigged up a brilliant system for mounting the power strip on the back support.
I love the desk (Toby does too!). Thanks, Dad!

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

If Only

I've had a hard time writing this week (and I have the bitten fingernails to prove it). These solutions would be PERFECT.

Speaking of smoking and drinking at work, 1.5 weeks until the new season of Mad Men!

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Tuesday Project Roundup: Sewing For Toby

Toby had a brown donut that he slept in all winter, but the velour on the top was getting ratty. So I recovered the top in a plush leopard print for him.
I debated re-doing the entire cover, but there's a zipper all around the bottom and a zipper going in a circle seemed like more effort than it's worth. The new top does have piping around the edge, though.

He jumped right in and had a bath, so even though it's been too hot to sleep in it, I think he likes it.

Monday, July 12, 2010

Happy Birthday, Pablo Neruda

The Writer's Almanac tells me that today is poet Pablo Neruda's birthday, in 1904. (His first book was called Crepusculario [Twilight], ha.)

Here's some Neruda to start the week--it reminds me of going to see the lava and the ocean in Hawaii:

"It is Born" (trans. by Joel Gallo)

Here I came to the very edge
where nothing at all needs saying,
everything is absorbed through weather and the sea,
and the moon swam back,
its rays all silvered,
and time and again the darkness would be broken
by the crash of a wave,
and every day on the balcony of the sea,
wings open, fire is born,
and everything is blue again like morning


Friday, July 09, 2010

Friday Unrelated Information

1. Are you bothered by people writing "alot" instead of "a lot"? This is the post for you, from a blog with really funny illustrations.

2. The beginninng yoga class I'm taking includes some background on how yoga fits in with Hindu philosophy, and last night we were told that the heart is a deep well of generosity (my inner hippy loves this, by the way). I had to remember a quote I found from the Upanishads that I posted a long time ago:
The little space within the heart is as great as the vast universe. The heavens and the earth are there, and the sun and the moon and the stars. Fire and lightning and winds are there, and all that now is and all that is not.

3. Check out ten pages of old WPA posters on the
Library of Congress site.

Thursday, July 08, 2010

Halfway Report: 30 Things

Now that it's July, I realized it's been six months since I put up my list of 30 Things To Do Before 31. Halfway through the year, I'm not really halfway done but I think the progress has been steadier than last year. The full list is below, with commentary--green is done, red is not, and pending or in progress things are orange.
  1. Put the money that I was using to pay off debt into savings for a down payment on some sort of house, townhouse, or condo. Still saving!
  2. Learn about real estate and home buying through the Utah State Extension classes. I made it through the first few chapters, ran aground on the "choosing a realtor" unit (there was an icky video) and then gave up. But I need to learn about earnest money and closing costs.
  3. Stop buying non-essentials (ready-made clothes, really expensive fabric, shoes, magazines, etc.) for three months (months TBD) I made it a month, and now I'm limiting personal spending to $100 or less a month--so far, so good.
  4. Buy that Eames desk chair. I'll use the money I'll be saving from not buying any non-essentials. I've actually found a different desk chair and have plans to get a whole new desk set-up involving an IKEA desk top, filing cabinets, and decoupage. I'll let you know how it goes.
  5. Buy that damn garbage can already. Um...
  6. Buy a living room chair--armless, small-ish, but comfy. This will help with seating to accomplish #22. Done!
  7. Sew new pillow covers for the living room. Done!
  8. Buy a vacuum. Done! (How did I live so long without one?!)
  9. Refresh my yoga skills and then...
  10. Start doing yoga once or twice a week. In progress. I finally started going to beginning yoga in June and I've mostly kept it up.
  11. Get recycling at the apartment. I haven't had it for three years and I'm tired of feeling guilty every time I throw away some junk mail. Not done. Sorry, Earth.
  12. Similarly, bring in some actual flatware for the breakroom at work to cut down on waste. Also not done. But I feel guilty every time I throw away a plastic fork.
  13. November-March, walk or ride to work at least twice a month. April-September, up it to at least four times a month. Summer is going pretty well.
  14. Eat at one new restaurant a month--any meal, but it has to be somewhere I haven't been before. I've been doing ok with this, if you count Sampan takeout in June as a restaurant experience. (And I do.)
  15. Eat at Red Iguana. Why is this so hard? I've been trying for two years now!
  16. Go to Bonneville Speed Week. It's in August. Or in October. They need a better website.
  17. Go to a roller derby game. Planned for this Saturday, so I say it's green!
  18. Stop biting my fingernails (I mean it this year). Things were bad, then I got a manicure, then I did some home manicures, and then crazy a week at work did me in again. I think I can keep up the manicures at home.
  19. Wear more colors of lipstick than "pink" and "darker pink." Um...
  20. Find a perfume I want to wear regularly. Done!
  21. Stock and maintain a home bar and keep it stocked. No drinking it up and not replacing it. I still haven't done this--for some reason it seems SO decadent to go spend $150 on booze all at once.
  22. Have more people over to the apartment--not huge parties, but a few people for dinner, or drinks before a restaurant, etc. I was being really social (for me) at the beginning of the year but no one has been over all spring. I'd better plan something.
  23. Learn more about wine. Does a wine class in January count?
  24. Learn and retain the difference between whisk(e)y, bourbon, and scotch. "Retain" is the key word here...
  25. Learn and retain the difference between brandy and cognac. Cognac is more expensive? Does that count?
  26. Get my eyes checked again, update my prescription, and start wearing glasses in front of the computer. Not yet.
  27. Find a dermatologist to look at a couple of moles, if only so I can stop worrying about skin cancer. Ha, I've been too busy sunbathing to look up a doctor...
  28. Learn how to can fruits, veggies, or jam. Done! Oh, the feeling of accomplishment. What can I can next?
  29. Get a better camera. Every time I get a blurry or overly dark shot (which is ALL the time with the Target closeout toy camera I use), I mean to really do the research and just buy one. Not yet, though...
  30. Go to Moab and/or Zion. Planned for the fall, hooray!

Wednesday, July 07, 2010

We Know How To Have A Good Time Around Here

Yes, just another exciting Tuesday evening sorting yarn and vacuuming the yarn basket:

(That vacuum is Thing #8, by the way. I'd better do another quarterly report soon!)

Tuesday, July 06, 2010

Tuesday Project Roundup: Roman-American

I was ready for something easy after that involved sailor skirt and all the seam finishing, so what could be easier than making two big rectangles into a skirt? I think hemming all 85" around the bottom took about as long as the rest of the sewing combined.

This is a patternless project that my mom first turned me on to, but you can find a tutorial here if you don't have a mom who grew up in the 50s.

Every time I wear a full skirt I have to think of Roman Holiday, which has the best blouse-skirt-sandals look for summer, ever (in Rome or not).

Monday, July 05, 2010

Yay, America!

Here is a poem I've always liked. I hope everyone's pets weren't scared by the fireworks last night. (Toby wasn't too worried: People coming in the house are much scarier than noises outside the house.)

"American Names," by Stephen Vincent Benet

I have fallen in love with American names,
The sharp names that never get fat,
The snakeskin-titles of mining-claims,
The plumed war-bonnet of Medicine Hat,
Tucson and Deadwood and Lost Mule Flat.

Seine and Piave are silver spoons,
But the spoonbowl-metal is thin and worn,
There are English counties like hunting-tunes
Played on the keys of a postboy’s horn,
But I will remember where I was born.

I will remember Carquinez Straits,
Little French Lick and Lundy’s Lane,
The Yankee ships and the Yankee dates
And the bullet-towns of Calamity Jane.
I will remember Skunktown Plain.

Rue des Martyrs and Bleeding-Heart-Yard,
Senlis, Pisa, and Blindman’s Oast,
It is a magic ghost you guard
But I am sick for a newer ghost,
Harrisburg, Spartanburg, Painted Post.

Henry and John were never so
And Henry and John were always right?
Granted, but when it was time to go
And the tea and the laurels had stood all night,
Did they never watch for Nantucket Light?

I shall not rest quiet in Montparnasse.
I shall not lie easy at Winchelsea.
You may bury my body in Sussex grass,
You may bury my tongue at Champmedy.
I shall not be there. I shall rise and pass.
Bury my heart at Wounded Knee.

Friday, July 02, 2010

Friday Unrelated Information

1. Oh look, it's another three-day weekend. Hooray!

2. Today is the 30th anniversary of the movie Airplane, which is right up there with The Blues Brothers in my favorites. Take this quiz--"Don't Call Me Shirley: An Airplane Quiz" to see how much of the movie you've memorized.

3. My sad little Walt Whitman poem got cut off yesterday, which is also sad, but I've fixed it.

Thursday, July 01, 2010

A Poem For When You Are Being Hard On Yourself

Perhaps you think you should know more about real estate, or how to turn off your pilot light after all this time. Maybe you've decided to sell your violin, despite your youthful hopes and dreams. Regardless, it will be OK. Walt knows how it is:

"O Me! O Life!" by Walt Whitman

O ME! O life! of the questions of these recurring,
Of the endless trains of the faithless, of cities fill'd with the
foolish,
Of myself forever reproaching myself, (for who more foolish than I,
and who more faithless?)
Of eyes that vainly crave the light, of the objects mean, of the
struggle ever renew'd,
Of the poor results of all, of the plodding and sordid crowds I see
around me,
Of the empty and useless years of the rest, with the rest me
intertwined,
The question, O me! so sad, recurring-What good amid these, O me,
O life?

Answer.
That you are here-that life exists and identity,
That the powerful play goes on, and you may contribute a verse.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Thing #28: Learn How To Can

Thing #28 on the list of 30 Things always seemed like it was going to be hard, but making jam is easy!

These were the berries from the u-pick farm. This is probably a year's supply of jam for a single person.

As Laurie Colwin says in the excellent chapter "Jam Anxiety" (in More Home Cooking):
...I felt contentedly thrilled with myself, as if I had pulled off a wonderful trick. People feel this way when they make bread or have babies, and although they are perfectly entitled to feel this way, in fact, nature does most of the work. Jam making is, actually, a snap...

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Tuesday Project Roundup: Skirt Ahoy

Here are some pictures of the sailor skirt from last week--sorry, no action shots; the sun is so far north that the bedroom (where the full-length mirror is) doesn't get any morning light.

It was hard enough to figure out how to assemble this, let alone make a lining for it, so I got all fancy on the seam finishes again. This front panel unbuttons to reveal a zipper and a pocket:

So the inside had a lot of seams to bind:


Ditto for the (flattering!) curvy panels on the back:

And inside:

(Obviously, I was getting bored working with plain navy so I had to add some color somewhere.)

I'm just pleased that this fits well, because there were a lot of steps to get through before I could even try it on to check the fit. Whew!

Monday, June 28, 2010

Yay for Three-Day Weekends!

I really enjoyed that extra day off I took this weekend. Friday I ended up going to Antelope Island to see the lake (still stinky) and then stopping at a u-pick farm with my parents for some strawberries.

I think u-pick farms are the way to go: All the fun of a farm with none of the upkeep! It was nice to be out in the strawberry fields in the sun--until someone got "Strawberry Fields Forever" in my head. So now it can be in yours:



This video is kind of what Monday mornings look like to me anyway. More coffee!

Friday, June 25, 2010

Friday Unrelated Information

1. I'm late posting today because I have a day off (!) and Toby let me sleep in until 9:00 (!!).

2. I actually went to an open house this week, despite not really being at the point where I would be ready to make an offer. It just looked like a perfect house, in my price range and location, so I thought, "Maybe the universe is giving it to me--I'd better go look!" But no. After seeing the un-remodeled basement, I decided the universe was actually telling me not to buy a 100-year-old house.

3. I've tried all these things! (From here.)

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Speaking Of Trains

I think the opening sentence of The Dharma Bums is a really good opening sentence:

Hopping a freight out of Los Angeles at high noon one day in late September 1955 I got on a gondola and lay down with my duffel bag under my head and my knees crossed and contemplated the clouds as we rolled north to Santa Barbara.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Trains: So Poetic

Now that it's warm enough to keep the windows open at night, I can hear the trains better. This poem was on the Writer's Almanac a few weeks ago and describes the sound of trains perfectly.

From "Things I Didn't Know I Loved: After Nazim Hikmet," by Linda Pastan.

But how about the sound of trains,
those drawn-out whistles of longing in the night,
like coyotes made of steam and steel, no color at all,
reminding me of prisoners on chain gangs I've only seen
in movies, defeated men hammering spikes into rails,
the burly guards watching over them?

Those whistles give loneliness and departure a voice.
It is the kind of loneliness I can take in my arms, tasting
of tears that comfort even as they burn, dampening the pillows
and all the feathers of all the geese who were plucked to fill
them.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Tuesday Project Roundup: Waiting For Buttonholes

I don't have anything ready to show today--apparently, using the internet to look for houses and furnishing said houses in your imagination takes up a lot of time in the evenings. (Come on, that is SO productive!)

I do have a skirt that's ready except for the buttonholes and the hem, though. It's from BurdaStyle and it looks as if it could be worn by a glam sailor:
I really like how the Burda patterns fit me, so now I'm tempted by a pair of pants from their site. I just can't decide if they fall into the "glam retro sailor" category or the "mistakes from the early 80s" category. Any thoughts?

Monday, June 21, 2010

Happy Summer Solstice

I am telling myself that it is the first day of summer, not the beginning of the end of long days and warm weather. Here's a Longfellow quote to fool yourself with:

Then followed that beautiful season... Summer....
Filled was the air with a dreamy and magical light; and the landscape
Lay as if new created in all the freshness of childhood.

Friday, June 18, 2010

Friday Unrelated Information

1. Last night I had a dream in which someone described colors as "fab fab" and "spectacular." Even in my dreams I like color, I guess.

2. Ask for a big furry Russian hat and the universe--or your dad--gives you one. (Apparently, he already had one. Who knew?) Universe, I sure would like a money tree now. Universe?

3. The weekend is going to be WARM AT LAST. I think I will celebrate with a margarita.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

No Expectations

I felt a little lonely last night (which is pretty rare these days, fortunately) and then I remembered that the only person that I can expect to make me happy is myself. So I did that by working on a skirt and looking for houses for Toby and me online.

Here's the Rolling Stones song of the same name, from Beggars Banquet:

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

I Think I Found Toby's New Cat Condo

It would match my dress! I think it would look nice with an Eames recliner!

(Hey, this one isn't too bad--there are many more insane options out there.)

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Tuesday Project Roundup: Even I Will Admit This Is Loud

I'm not afraid to wear a lot of color or to mix prints, so it's strange that something that's black and white makes me feel so conspicuous--while wearing green shoes, a turquoise cardigan, and a navy polka-dotted dress and carrying an orange purse doesn't.

I think it's the print:

The pattern is vintage; I'm guessing 1965 or 66 (check out the print they used on the left!). I left off the bow on the collar because there was already enough going on.
I've been trying to fancy up my finishes lately--I've lined all the skirts I've made--but I didn't want to engineer a lining for this. So instead I finished the seam edges with bias tape. (That takes a long time, by the way.)
Now if I can get some pointy-toed kitten heels and a Moscow Mule, I'll be set.

Monday, June 14, 2010

Happy Flag Day

Put out your flag today and be glad you don't live in North Korea--the New York Times has an interview with eight North Koreans who have left the country in the last month. It seems that the recent currency devaluation there has made life nearly unlivable (and it wasn't really that cushy before).

Just something to think about Monday as I go off to my fancy advertising job...

Friday, June 11, 2010

Friday Unrelated Information

1.Every time I watch Breakfast at Tiffany's (or even the clip I posted yesterday), I have to remember that George Peppard went from playing the love interest in that film to playing the Colonel in The A-Team. Strange.

2. Speaking of movies, I watched The Hunt for Red October last night and was struck by all number of things--how young Alec Baldwin was in 1990, how 18-year-olds have no memory of the Cold War, and how I kind of want a big furry Russian hat.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

"June drifter, off to see the world"

When Toby was having his adventures outside, I would thought of that line from "Moon River," and today I woke up with it in my head. So here's the version from the film--we all need something pretty to look at on a Thursday, right?



However, my absolute favorite version of this is on the LP "Ben E. King Sings for Soulful Lovers." Go check out the sample and you'll probably agree with me.

Wednesday, June 09, 2010

How Did The Spending Freeze Go, You Ask?

My month of not buying non-essentials was pretty successful: I did buy a manicure last month but that was from my list so I'm not being too hard on myself for it. I also went to Starbucks a few times.

But overall, it wasn't so bad to get back in the non-spending habit--much easier than when I first went on a budget four years ago and had to approach not spending the way an alcoholic approaches not drinking (one day at a time). I'm glad I proved to myself I can still do it, because once I get a house I think not spending is going to become the new normal (again).

Tuesday, June 08, 2010

Tuesday Project Roundup: A Little Aubergine

The controller/head of HR at work is expecting a little girl, and I thought, "Hey, I haven't done any real knitting since March and I have some lovely leftover eggplant alpaca yarn, so why don't I make a little baby hat?" So I did.

I tried to make it a little bigger than newborn size, since babies born in July probably don't need a hat right away, but the only size gauge I had was Toby. (It's too big for him.)

Also, I remembered that I really like knitting! Maybe I need to pull out the cabled sweater and work on the sleeves, so I'll be ready to go when it's fall again.

Monday, June 07, 2010

Can Adults Get Summer Vacation, Too?

This poem about summer vacation showed up on the Writer's Almanac a couple of weeks ago. Nothing like warm weather to make you feel full of longing and think that anything is possible.

First Year Teacher to His Students

by Gary J. Whitehead

Go now into summer, into the backs of cars,
into the black maws of your own changing,
onto the boardwalks of a thousand splinters,
onto the beaches of a hundred fond memories
in wait, where the sea in all its indefatigability
stammers at the invitation. Go to your vacation,

to the late morning cool of your basement rooms,
the honeysuckle evening of the first kiss, the first
dip and pivot, swivel and twist. Go to where
the clipper ships sail far upriver, where the salmon
swim in the clean, cool pools just to spawn.
Wake to what the spider unspools into a silver

dawn dripping with light. Sleep in sleeping bags,
sleep in sand, sleep at someone else's house
in a land you've never been, where the dreamers
dream in a language you only half understand.
Slip beneath the sheets, slide toward the plate,
swing beneath the bandstand where the secret

things await. Be glad, or be sad if you want,
but be, and be a part of all that marches past
like a parade, and wade through it or swim in it
or dive in it with your eyes open and your mind
open to wind, rain, long days of sun and longer
nights of city lights mixing on wet streets like paint.

Stay up so late that you forget day-of-the-week,
week-of-the-month, month-of-the-year of what
might be the best summer, the summer
best remembered by the scar, or by the taste
you'll never now forget of someone's lips,
and the trips you took—there, there, there,

where snow still slept atop some alpine peak,
or where the moon rose so low you could see
its tranquil seas...and all your life it'll be like
some familiar body that stayed with you one night,
one summer, one year, when you were young,
and how everywhere you walked, it followed.

Friday, June 04, 2010

Friday Unrelated Information

1. Here's a Flickr set of "animals at sea" from the National Maritime Museum--I love the mongoose, mascot of the HMS Emerald.

2. The Writer's Almanac tells me that today in 1919, the 19th Amendment to the Constitution, giving women the right to vote, was passed by the United States Congress.

3. And, related to the above:

Thursday, June 03, 2010

Happy Birthday, Toby!

Dear Toby,

Today is your unofficial birthday! I know you were born in June so I picked the third for you, same as my birthday. Here you are when you were a baby, before you came to live with me:

You're three now, and you've been going outside like a big boy. I'm proud that you got so brave so quickly, but it hurts my feelings a little when you run away from me to go into the neighbor's garage (or into the bushes, or into the other neighbor's yard, or under the cars in the back parking lot, etc.).

Since you're all grown up now, let's make a deal like grown-ups, OK? You will stay mostly inside for the rest of the summer and I will find us a new place to live, one that has a yard with a fence and less traffic. It will have lots of rooms to explore inside, too--it might even have stairs! I know you love stairs. Almost as much as you love laundry:

Even when you get too excited by the outdoors, you are still the sweetest, cutest, and best cat. I'm so glad you came to live with me.

Love,
Mama

PS--Do you think you'd like a new kitty tower? A really tall one?

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

Can We Say It's Almost Summer?

I am going to say it, even though there was snow ten days ago. This is the opening of Dandelion Wine, my summer book:

It was a quiet morning, the town covered over in darkness and at ease in bed. Summer gathered in the weather, the wind had the proper touch, the breathing of the world was long and warm and slow. You had only to rise, lean from your window, and know that this indeed was the first real time of freedom and living, this was the first morning of summer.

Tuesday, June 01, 2010

Tuesday Project Roundup: Jumping Back Into The Week. Also: Sleeves!

I meant to post something by Wilfred Owen yesterday in honor of Memorial Day, but the morning got away from me and I'm going to be confused about what day it is all week anyway, so...let's move on to sewing!

This is a blouse I made in rayon; I hadn't worked with it before and I really enjoyed it. As you can see, it's very drapey. And it has big sleeves.


The fabric is from a designer who introduced some of his prints on apparel fabric (rayon and voile) in addition to quilting cotton. I actually used this same print on regular cotton when I made my quilt. So now I match my bedding.

Friday, May 28, 2010

Friday Unrelated Information

1. I've posted this Hemingway quote before, but I'll post it again because it is SO TRUE:
When you work all day with your head and know you must again work the next day, what else can change your ideas and make them run on a different plane like whiskey?

2. I need to learn about real estate (Thing #2) sooner rather than later. Maybe I'll start that online course this weekend.

3. I must make something with this fabric. Cat heads that look like flower? Yes!

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Congratulations, Altair!

My sister-in-law has been in grad school for the last two years while managing to work full-time, train a dog, maintain her yard, and keep my brother happy. (Kidding...mostly!) Tonight is the MBA ceremony and Saturday is the university-wide graduation, so congratulations to my sister-in-law! You did it!

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Talking About Words A Lot

This week I got an office AND a writing intern started, so there's been lots of talking about words and training going on. I thought of this poem that I found when I posted about the poet's other featured poem last year.

Ode to American English

by Barbara Hamby

I was missing English one day, American, really,
with its pill-popping Hungarian goulash of everything
from Anglo-Saxon to Zulu, because British English
is not the same, if the paperback dictionary
I bought at Brentano's on the Avenue de l'Opera
is any indication, too cultured by half. Oh, the English
know their dahlias, but what about doowop, donuts,
Dick Tracy, Tricky Dick? With their elegant Oxfordian
accents, how could they understand my yearning for the hotrod,
hotdog, hot flash vocabulary of the U. S. of A.,
the fragmented fandango of Dagwood's everyday flattening
of Mr. Beasley on the sidewalk, fetuses floating
on billboards, drive-by monster hip-hop stereos shaking
the windows of my dining room like a 7.5 earthquake,
Ebonics, Spanglish, "you know" used as comma and period,
the inability of 90% of the population to get the present perfect:
I have went, I have saw, I have tooken Jesus into my heart,
the battle cry of the Bible Belt, but no one uses
the King James anymore, only plain-speak versions,
in which Jesus, raising Lazarus from the dead, says,
"Dude, wake up," and the L-man bolts up like a B-movie
mummy, "Whoa, I was toasted." Yes, ma'am,
I miss the mongrel plentitude of American English, its fall-guy,
rat-terrier, dog-pound neologisms, the bomb of it all,
the rushing River Jordan backwoods mutability of it, the low-rider,
boom-box cruise of it, from New Joisey to Ha-wah-ya
with its sly dog, malasada-scarfing beach blanket lingo
to the ubiquitous Valley Girl's like-like stuttering,
shopaholic rant. I miss its quotidian beauty, its querulous
back-biting righteous indignation, its preening rotgut
flag-waving cowardice. Suffering Succotash, sputters
Sylvester the Cat; sine die, say the pork-bellied legislators
of the swamps and plains. I miss all those guys, their Tweety-bird
resilience, their Doris Day optimism, the candid unguent
of utter unhappiness on every channel, the midnight televangelist
euphoric stew, the junk mail, voice mail vernacular.
On every boulevard and rue I miss the Tarzan cry of Johnny
Weismueller, Johnny Cash, Johnny B. Goode,
and all the smart-talking, gum-snapping hard-girl dialogue,
finger-popping x-rated street talk, sports babble,
Cheetoes, Cheerios, chili dog diatribes. Yeah, I miss them all,
sitting here on my sidewalk throne sipping champagne
verses lined up like hearses, metaphors juking, nouns zipping
in my head like Corvettes on Dexadrine, French verbs
slitting my throat, yearning for James Dean to jump my curb.